My Life part 1

I wanted to die

I wanted to cry

I liked a guy

That made me lie

It made me feel blue

The choices I made

With jade

She gave me a blade

I lost control of my grade because i was so distracted by jade

Then I got laid

He made me

I thought he was my friend

After that it ended

I felt abandoned

I felt like i was being blended

The way I sound wasnt pleasant

I was sad and mad

Cause i was getting used

To my new step dad

My life was a mess so i hid a knife

My siblings felt unsafe

They were afraid

I was sent away for year long

No life long

I felt like i was locked away for ever

But when I got out

Every body asked me

If  I was fine