And these words fail to make it out of my mouth, the words that are impecably

perfect in sllybals and phrases.

These words are the things i cannot expalin these feelings and these emotions

and of everything that hurts and the words to desribe how dreadful it is to listen

to the pieces of your heart shatter as it hits the floor.

These words that fail to reach the depth of my mind....

And these words that i have to go in and reach far to find the right things to say at

that very moment for when i open my mouth to speak those words i am speechless

because i get so caught up on what to say, and how to say it, because its hard to

share my emotions when i cant explain it.

And so i spill these words onto paper like water in the rushing sea because the

words i write down are the only words i know to describe me.