Poems from Alastor
I break beneath the weight
of expectations
I break beneath the yelling
and the fighting
I break from having to pick a side
I break beneath...
I do it to clear my head
I do it to feel good
I do it to be happy
So afterwards
why does it fog my head
why does it feel bad
why does it...
I pound the wall
hoping to get rid of this feeling
This feeling of defeat
sadness
despair
My hands bleed
I breathe hard
Then my mother...
I watch as it drifts away
I take another puff
It streams out from my mouth
LIke a ghost it floats
then it dissipates
My lungs hurt
because...
The misery road stretches before me
It is not something I can escape
No matter how hard I try
or what decision I make
I am bound to it
My...