Poems from Ember rose

I have been writing since 6th grade and it is my outlet and now I am a Junior in high school I am dark and my mom calls my writing shock poetry my dream job is to be a clinical physiatrist and help people like me who come from broken homes and have a dark mind set get better and to a point they will be happy with themselves and who they are. just a pre warning I can't spell and lack the ability to use grammar properly so I am sorry to anyone who is OCD about spelling and grammar that read what I write. -stay strong and love-