I Want A Lot Of Things
I want you to think of me in black and white
to see the past that could have been your future
I want my name burned into your brain and regret etched into your skin
I want closure
I want to drive down your street and hear that song without the flashbacks
the kaleidoscope of memories
I want this to be easy
I want my heart back
you stole it only to warm it up with hope and then freeze it over with your frigidness
I want to stop bringing you up in conversation just to hear your name
I want to believe that you are the kind of good that deserves a girl like me
I want you to ache for me the way I've been aching for you the past twelve months
I want so desperately for you to understand that your silence cut more than words ever could
I want the hurt to stop
But I want a lot of things